1:What did you do in 2013 that you’d never done before?
go up in front of an audience and sing. i was always part of the school choir but this year at the yis live concert, i sang as the main singer for an acapella group covering taylor swift's "i knew you were trouble".
2:Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
ididnt make any new years resolution except "lose weight" but that's every year's resolution.
3:Did anyone close to you give birth?
4:Did anyone close to you die?
my grandfather in january. the next day in school we had chinese class and we were learning about family members and how to say grandpa in mandarin and i ran out of the room crying. i went to his funeral and i had a video camera in my hand and i video taped everything down to the last moment when they laid the last brick down with mortar. that was when i knew that this would be a bad year.
5:What countries did you visit?
i visited thailand, singapore and korea. infebruaryi went to chiangmai and that was the first time ive been to thailand outside of the suvarnabhumi airport. i went with my class as the www and i love love loved the trip. i learnt that i loved elephants and learnt alot more about people in general. in the summer i went to singapore and then in novemberi went to seoul for the mun conference with the mun people from my school. wheni went to seoul for muni noticed that this is the competition i have to go against for college and that i am way behind and i need to catch up. a few days ago i just came back from phuket and everything was so perfect. the water was so clear the air so fresh the sky so blue and everything was beautiful.
6:What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013
determination. 2013 was a bad year in general for getting things done. i was lazy. i was bored and i was sleepy all the time.
9:What was your biggest failure?
school. i failed to pay more attention in school.
11:What was the best thing you bought?
two pairs of shoes. one is a pair of boots with spikes and another is a pair of creepers.
12:Whose behaviour merited celebration?
a friend who ididnt talk to for 2 years and i are now good friends again. i'm glad he was able to push aside our differences and his behavior merits celebration.
13:Whose behaviour made you appalled?
a girl in my class who has always shocked me with her childish immaturity.
14:Where did most of your money go?
15:What did you get really, really, really excited about?
i got really, really, really excited about going to chiangmai, seoul and phuket. i love going to other places and when i get really excited for trips, idont sleep the night before and ididnt sleep before any of those.
16:What song will always remind you of 2013?
fkin problems - a$ap rocky
17:Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?
(a) sadder because life is more complicated and i understand more which means i know more and that's not always a good thing.
(b) actuallyi got fatter because this time last year i was trying to starve myself in hopes that my weight loss will be faster. i just came back from phuket and i pigged out so much during then.
(c) idont have an income so idont really know however my mom gives me more money to spend now than last year so i guess i am richer.
18:What do you wish you’d done more of?
pay more attention in school. i come from a family with a lot of expectations and icant let them down like my brother did.
19:What do you wish you’d done less of?
sit around idly and wait for something to happen.
20:How did you spend Christmas?
i spent most of my christmas on airplanes and at airports on the way to phuket from myanmar.
21:Did you fall in love in 2013?
yes and i wish ididnt and i wish it didnt sound this pretentious
22:What was your favourite TV program?
23:Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
a friend that i considered close
24:What was the best book you read?
i am sad to say that ididnt read much however the best book i read was hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world by harukimurakami
25:What was your greatest musical discovery?
laura welsh and disclosure and sam smith
26:What did you want and get?
27:What did you want and not get?
somebody, a tattoo, dyeing my hair
28:What was your favourite film of this year?
29:What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
30:How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2013?
a lot of dark colors and sad things but i also wore a lot of girly things. idont know what i do with my clothes really.
34:Who did you miss?
35:Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2013.
its best to just act like you dont give a shit and sometimes its ok to be selfish and hurt others and stop feeling so guilty all the time and stop saying sorry.
dont lie because it takes more effort to remember and make up the lies than to just tell the truth.